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| mot hai ba bon num sau bai tam chin muoi.... i'm learning vietnamese! count with me!!!
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fragrance of her purfume
swept over the room
eyes staring
she's not caring
emerald eyes
inside lies
true beauty that we live
and what we should begin
dare to dream
die to breath
live to learn
blink to see
everything inside of me
yes i know wut you are thinking.... this girl is crazy... how does she go from one topic to the next? they aren't even related.... well folks that just me.... if you don't like it i really don't care.... i don't need negative ppl in my life.... it's all about the good not the evil.... anyways.... thanks for showing love if you show me some!! muah! | | |
| i'm am so happy yet so sad at the same time! i got my baby back today but the sad part is that she has to sleep in the garage for a whole week!!!  she's never had to sleep outside of the house! she shouldn't have to! but for the last week of living at home with my parents she has to sleep in the garage.... i'm so glad to have her back cuz i missed her so much... but they won't let her in the house... they sed she sheds too much and blah blah... so when we girls get into our new place it's gonna be great!! we will be broke but it's all gonna be kewl beans! btw tim.... when are you coming to visit? hahahaha you gotta bring liyan and wilfred! we'll ride horses lmao.... of course.. i'm not really sure where... seeing as i don't really know anyone who has any.... oh well it'll be a culture shock for all of you!!! we aren't all hicks here! ttyl!  | | |
| i found the most beautiful and relaxing music lastnight... yiruma... it's piano music.... i am so calm right now listening to it.... puts me in a poetic mood.... so i wrote a little poem... if you don't wanna read it you don't have to but if you don't i'll kick you ass biotch! lmao... no not really i won't but you wish i would i know it  so here it is
feeling rain on my skin
wut dreamworld am i in
tasting snow on my lips
hope this feeling never quits
wind blowing through my hair
into the ocean i stare
test the water with my toes
over my feet water flows
warmth of sunshine on my face
i leave this world without a trace
peace out
luv ya! | | |
| some great news!! my aunt found out the best news the other day.... well the best news she's gotten since she found out she has cancer.... she's on new meds and 2 of her 4 tumors have gotten smaller! we are all very happy about this and now i know there might be a chance for her.... makes me happy... she's to young to go thru this i just don't get it... all the bad people in the world and this happens to one of the good ones.... it's a bunch of bullshit.... maybe i should be a bad person so bad things don't happen to me.... ahh hell who knows.... i'm not changin for that reason... if i get cancer i'm just gonna make them let me die.... i'm goin to travel while i'm dyin and enjoy life cuz i know bein treated for it is no picnic and there are no guarentees.... those are my thoughts on that.... you might have different opinions but that's your choice... i'm open to comments.... thanks for reading today... | | |
| today when i got to work i got some updated news about one of my co workers grandsons.... earlier in the week he had choked on a hot dog and got airlifted to sioux falls in critical condition... he's only 4 1/2 years old so this is quite heart breaking news for anyone to hear and i don't care who you are it makes you sad to hear that kind of thing.... they had him on life support and did a brain scan.... the brain scan showed no brain activity so they decided to pull the plug on the life support.... and this is where i have to say i don't believe in such a god.... people say he is so great and compassionatte.... yet how could a god so great and compassionatte let something like that happen to a 4 year old! is it some kind of an accident? where's the miracle that everyone hopes for? there isn't one.... all the praying and hoping didn't do any good.... wut use is a 4 year old in heaven? wut would god need him for? i just can't believe in something i have never seen and i have no proof of.... now if there wuz some sort of miracle that could have happened then i would maybe give it a second thought... but then i would have to go back to may 2005 and think about wut happened then... another co worker of mine had a still birth.... wut would god need that baby for? a 9 month term still birth baby.... puzzleing.... and it couldn't have happened to a nicer person.... she is one of the nicest people i know and i just can't figure the whole thing out.... people say that everything happens for a reason.... in some cases i believe this.... but in those two cases i see no point.... am i a bad person for not believing in god? help me out here... wut are your thoughts and opinions on the subject? thanks for your comments and opinions.... have a great weekend | | |
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